hiya.. backz to my blog....
haiz... wat should i say...
bad mood today...
hmmm.. yaya...
can't see??? hmmmm.....
why bad mood?
actually not for the whole day but juz onli recently...
after school...
yaya ...
but my bad mood is onli to him...
him.. i really got no comment...
dun noe what is his problem...
goes off oso cannot tell miz ..
"izzit you will die if you tell miz"..
what the hell!!!....
i really damn freaking angry with him lo...
haiz haiz ..
still got other problemsSs la ...
dun noe how to out it in word...
to the "HiM"
i don't know whether you may read it anot...
but i juz wanna tell you...
some thoughts that i had kept in my heart for a long time....
you noe sometime how much i envy claudine and sabby....
no matter what happen...
their boyfriends are always be with them...
i may seem to you as a veriz independence girl...
but...
for now...
the real me is not...
dun noe why..
ever since i started off with you...
i seem to have lost that ability...
i seem to have depend on you at almost everything...
everything...
even the most easy thingy on earth...
but even that... you are not always there for miz....
like going out... i used to be able to figure out which bus to take and where to stop...
even though i may seem blur...
but i still can get to the destination that i wan...
but now it seem like...
i always ask you to wat no to take and where to stop....
there are lot and lot of examplesSs...
but....
haiz... no comment...
but haf you really thought about my feeling???...
okay... dun say about my birthday that day...
but you seem to be rather work den going out with me...
but i nv blames you...
cos of watever reason...
i noe you really need that job....
but don't you think that sometime..
there seem to be a gap between us...
or even a communication breakdown.....
just like when was the last time i go out with to take a bus ride???...
that seem so long long ago....
just count how long we had started to work....
and you will know the ans...
watever it is...
from now on... 131005
i will learn to be depend on own myself...
so dun blame miz for anything tat happen or might happen..."
~pInKy`gEr- [*pInG*]
~sIgN oFF
~hEaRtBroKeN**
