hmmmm.... he went phuket le...
didn't have time to send him off....
ya... dun noe what i gonna to say also...
i have to find excuses just to contact with him...
but...
it seem useless...
maybe i should be carry on with my life...
there are HIM who is waiting for me...
things are hard to forget right?
memories included???
but why my memories of me and him seem to be missing??
replacing by the memories of me and HIM....
things went well and smooth for me and HIM...
i just dun get it...
izzit too fast?
maybe!
maybe not!
i have a crush on HIM before this...
last year dec...
or way before that...
the ONE that we say he will be make the best boyfriend out of the three...
made me cried in class...
annoying and
disturbing...
"gab, ash and HIM"...
i miss him when HE went Doha for asian games!!!...
2 weeks...'
no more than that...
3 weeks...
when he was in hospital too....
i miss HIM loads...
this was when my darkest time with him...
quarrel and nearly broke up then...
i really miss HIM...
sad; when i send HIM off...
4am; tired but worthwhile...
delighted; when i pick HIM up...
OVERJOYED!!!
2 weeks...
waiting for HIM to be online
for a short chat possible chat that i can have with HIM...
hopeless...
twice i think...
chat with HIM online...
happy is the onli word i can use for the feeling...
den..
at bangkok...
confused...
i miss the both of THEM...
HE did msg me in bangkok...
i was delighted with joy...
he didn't not...
came back from there....
meet HIM and gab for steamboat...
found out that HE broke up with his gf...
sad or happy???
not sure...
HE refused to tell us what happen...
but i found out in the end...
HE told me...
1 month later...
HE like me...
fast?
maybe?
maybe not?
He say HE have feeling for me before...
and it have be growing inside HIM...
ya...
i found out myself...
den things when happily ever after...
till now...
something i wonder what is HE thinking...
HE dun want to tell me...
but i really wan to ask HIM...
but i scared...
really scared....
i have grow to be more dependent on him...
days by days..
I MISS HIM!!!
i really hope i can do something for HIM...
but i really dun noe what to do....
